Honorable Mention

 

Petra, Lost City of Stone                                                 Katie Harstock

 

An old trick of monotheism—tickle that pagan fertility bone

with a downpour, after threats of drought.

                                                                 On the last day

of the exhibit, I stroll through glassed chunks of a found world.

The broken-winged head of an unknown messenger god

stares at sandstone flecks in my eyes.

          Today Iraq elections began.

Long before the common era of Christ, caravans marched

from Petra, ran mirage-walled routes to Gaza, Damascus,

the Persian Gulf.

  The day is a museum and I sip from aqueducts,

bathe inside terracotta thermae, and bow before the Treasury.

No one knows how to call these gods

but they look familiar.

Bodies and votes are counted, in butterfly ballots and bags. 

I chisel a city out of steep stone, its chipped cocoon,    

                                                                                   I come in.

Petra loses herself as empires become hallways of placards.

A woman fans a Pan mask.

      The Romans are coming, the Romans

conquer, the Romans forget. An earthquake slams the amphitheatre

shut like an old book that’s been open too long.

   A missionary

in armor brandishes his sword skyward, “Accept him as savior

or no rain.” It’s time to leave,

                                              and I gaze again at the nameless god.

His eyes, as long as my hands, were not meant to be white and blank;

statues were once gaudy with color, looked more human

than pristine before erosion.                                            

        The radio reports the government reports

of successful polls, and predicts the overnight lows. 

                                                                                 Bell chambers

ring in the evening. Trade routes are changing. I don’t pray

anymore as I was taught to—

           I send love straight across, not up

to come back down. Woe to the middlemen, to our middleman instinct.

Tonight I’m talking out loud

          not to myself, and it’s hard to hear. 

I’m a pilgrim on a desert plain that was once an ocean floor.